
Deuteronomy 1:26-42 (The Message)
Rebellion Against the LORD
26 But you were unwilling to go up; you rebelled against the command of the LORD your God. 27 You grumbled in your tents and said, "The LORD hates us; so he brought us out of Egypt to deliver us into the hands of the Amorites to destroy us. 28 Where can we go? Our brothers have made us lose heart. They say, 'The people are stronger and taller than we are; the cities are large, with walls up to the sky. We even saw the Anakites there.' "29 Then I said to you, "Do not be terrified; do not be afraid of them. 30 The LORD your God, who is going before you, will fight for you, as he did for you in Egypt, before your very eyes, 31 and in the desert. There you saw how the LORD your God carried you, as a father carries his son, all the way you went until you reached this place."
32 In spite of this, you did not trust in the LORD your God, 33 who went ahead of you on your journey, in fire by night and in a cloud by day, to search out places for you to camp and to show you the way you should go.
34 When the LORD heard what you said, he was angry and solemnly swore: 3536 except Caleb son of Jephunneh. He will see it, and I will give him and his descendants the land he set his feet on, because he followed the LORD wholeheartedly." "Not a man of this evil generation shall see the good land I swore to give your forefathers,
37 Because of you the LORD became angry with me also and said, "You shall not enter it, either. 38 But your assistant, Joshua son of Nun, will enter it. Encourage him, because he will lead Israel to inherit it. 39 And the little ones that you said would be taken captive, your children who do not yet know good from bad—they will enter the land. I will give it to them and they will take possession of it. 40 But as for you, turn around and set out toward the desert along the route to the Red Sea. a]">[a] "
41 Then you replied, "We have sinned against the LORD. We will go up and fight, as the LORD our God commanded us." So every one of you put on his weapons, thinking it easy to go up into the hill country.
42 But the LORD said to me, "Tell them, 'Do not go up and fight, because I will not be with you. You will be defeated by your enemies.' "
43 So I told you, but you would not listen. You rebelled against the LORD's command and in your arrogance you marched up into the hill country. 44 The Amorites who lived in those hills came out against you; they chased you like a swarm of bees and beat you down from Seir all the way to Hormah. 45 You came back and wept before the LORD, but he paid no attention to your weeping and turned a deaf ear to you. 46 And so you stayed in Kadesh many days—all the time you spent there.
Today God is talking to me through different blogs and sermons on the radio!
Yesterday i told you about the picture i got about the process of pruning in myself!
It is like "the soil of my soul is up-rooted weeds need to get out the root of those weeds need to be destroyed!
I was reflecting about some weeds in my life......?
Being upset easily....,moody........What is upsetting me.....When does i get upset?
When things are not going my way....i love to give instructions to my kids and HOW they must do it!!??
Frequently i asked my husband to do something but also with how to because....otherwise.......
I get upset when it is done differently and ESPECIALLY when it goes WRONG!!
" Did i not tell you....did i not warn you that....."!!??
This is so exhausting .....i feel myself like a "police" or like a judge in disputing situations.....but how i come in those situations??
I give myself this position...
Why what is the ROOT of this controlling behavior......??
FEAR
of what??
Giving TRUST.........
To GOD ABOVE ALL ( that He made my loved ones and is leading them...)
and
not TRUSTING my love ones to be capable
or THINK i can prevent them from....
This is also FEAR!!
FEAR IS REBELLION AGAINST GOD!!
I heard this today in a sermon with above verse as example.......
FEAR in you TOUCHED EVERYBODY YOU COME IN CONTACT WITH!!
Because of this rebellion FEAR they did not enter the land promised to their fore- fathers
The kids they where worrying about will enter and Caleb son of Jephunneh. He will see it, and I will give him and his descendants the land he set his feet on, because he followed the LORD wholeheartedly."
and Joshua son of Nun.
EYEOPENER
My weed of controlling....
comes of my SIN to FEAR this is THE ROOT!!
I want to enjoy My fathers promises for me and my family ...
No negative words spoken to eachother
No putting of guilt on eachother ( is this not what the enemy LOVE to make us feel guilty to accuse us of.....!)
The PEACE of God will come in!
Father God forgive me my sin of FEAR my rebellion against your WORD of LOVE and TRUST. Grant me your PEACE, LOVE and everything of your spirit what will give no space for this FEAR.May i follow you wholeheartedly!
I love You Lord and i thank You for Your forgiveness.That i may know i can leave this spirit of Fear and all that it works out in my life at Your feet at the cross.You died for this on the cross and I'm dead for this sin thus your word say Lord.Resurrect in my life and my behavior and attitudes Trust....acts of trust...Put words of trust and affirmation in my mind and on my tongue.This i pray in Jesus name Amen.















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Romans 12!