Something like this psalm my prayer went since last thursday
Psalm 55
1 Listen to my prayer, O God,
do not ignore my plea; 2 hear me and answer me.
My thoughts trouble me and I am distraught
3 at the voice of the enemy,
at the stares of the wicked;
for they bring down suffering upon me
and revile me in their anger.
Was walking around with an headache what could only be put down with some Tylenol for an while.......
To me the only thing what could help was closing myself up from "the world" and take an long sleep.........this afternoon......
That is how i see what happened.....
In my deep sleep i saw no pictures only hearing an loud voice it sounded like my husband and said......
"WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU.........? Do you want to drawn " ME ".......You need THE SPIRIT OF LOVE"!!
I was clearly awake......my head felt lighter...no cloud over my head and mood......I opened my bedroom...."back to the world"!
My kids and there dad where bussy in the house.....repairing some things..cleaning up....,preparing an BBQ.....My son came to me and said "daddy says we must do the house, because your birthday is up-coming....."
I said to my family i join in soon after taking an shower.....
I love to talk and reflect with the Lord under the shower....
Lord was it my husband talking to me in my dream...? I know he prays for me......
Maybe he prays for me to get more LOVE to conquer all what i have to deal with......??!!
Who am i DRAWNING??!!......My husband with my bad moods, moodiness.....lack of this or that???..........
No my dear....( or did the Lord say my princess,my queen my precious one...?)...
It's MY SPIRIT in you what is drawning....,what you are crushing....not giving way in you...because you give in doing what your FLESH wants to do......
You look at it and does not call an "halt " to it......
You need to see THE FRUITS of MY SPIRIT in your life......
Start focussing the coming time on the 1st one LOVE....2nd is JOY.....3th is PEACE and look the others up......... and search how this "fruit" of my spirit can grow in your life.......and come to " full bloom"........
To my memory came back an beautiful Journal i saw made by Cindy at " I Owe it All to Him"
Can you read what is on this journal ?....... " And now these three remain Faith,Hope and Love .But the greatest of these is LOVE......"
Yes Lord i know You ask me several times to spend more time with You in The Word......I must start journaling..........
Friends this is/was my "Walk and talk" with The lord for today i promised Him also to share those moments with you on my blog some weeks ago......here and hereL
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